27 April 2009
International Bloggers Community
Received a tag a few days ago, the International Bloggers Community
Rules:
1. Link the person who tagged you.
2. Copy the image above, the rules and the questionnaire in this post.
3. Post this in one or all of your blogs.
4. Answer the four questions following these Rules.
5. Recruit at least seven (7) friends on your Blog Roll by sharing this with them.
6. Come back to BLoGGiSTa iNFo CoRNeR (PLEASE DO NOT CHANGE THIS LINK) at http://bloggistame.blogspot.com and leave the URL of your Post in order for you/your Blog to be added to the Master List.
7. Have Fun!
Questions & Your Answers:
1. The person who tagged you:Keith
2. His/her site's title and url:Borneotip
3. Date when you were tagged:25/04/2009
4. Persons you tagged:vivalive,david,pui yee,weng lian,jerahe,lizzie and betonwolke
15 April 2009
The Blogger Awards
First,I going to thanks for those giving me support and my blog as well...without you guys presence to this blog,I don't think I will be awarded...anyway,is nice to got this Blogger Awards...
At last but not least,thanks keith's recognition!
This trophy is really nice in look...AWESOME!!!I will keeping up in blogging and to post more interesting post at here....
This Awards is for those Amazing Blogger by blogging for posted up interesting post before...
I'm here would like to award this trophy to Jerahe!!!keep it up!!!
14 April 2009
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23 March 2009
一杯平凡的咖啡,一段永恒的回忆
26 February 2009
是我猜不透你还是我让你猜不透我???
20 February 2009
做你的男人。。。
歌词
by:Jack
19 February 2009
一份到不了头的爱情故事!!!
刚才我去看了她friendster的profile,看到她的照片就想到她的人。。。我感觉到很内疚。。。我记得她常常说我不守我给过她的承诺。。。我才知道,承诺是我亲口给的,但是我也是亲手毁掉的。。。她还说了我的每一个的解释都是我虚伪的掩饰。。。
分手后,我有尝试追回她,但是就在说话的时候,她总是叫我不要说好听的话。。。难道我的话就连一点真心都没有吗??难道失去信心的爱就不再回来了吗???这一切的一切都已经叫我不敢的再去奢望我和她的感情。。。现在再加上我已经失去了唯一的资本。。。我想你也知道我失去了什么资本吧。。。此时此刻,某些人某些事,我已经无力提起了。。。寂寞的白夜,映着我失去的未来和一颗颓废没用的心。。。我实在很累了。。。我真的很想把我和她的一切放掉。。。我不想抱着欠她的背包过活。。。那背包很像一颗大石头压再我胸前。。。让我很难透气。。。
很多人都说我很坚强。。。包括我爸妈也这样说。。。他们说就看我的伤势有就够疼了但是我都没有一天叫疼过。。。说实在的我是假装坚强而已的,因为我不想其他人担心我,我也不想因为我的车祸带给大家麻烦。。。我真的带给我爸妈很多麻烦了。。。我在kl医院住了21天,我
爸妈即然放下了3个星期的事情下来,留在医院陪我。。。最可恶的是我爸妈就连那21天都没睡好。。。妈妈就在病房里陪我睡也是坐着睡的而爸爸就一个人在车上睡。天还没亮的时候妈妈就帮我准备好了牛奶,看我喝完了后。。。他们才回去我的家睡一会然后煮东西给我吃。。。你
想想吧。。。我这个人还有用吗???要两个老人家照顾我到这样。。。还要他们担心。。。所以我告诉我自己不可以给他们看到我的伤痛。。。即使痛也要忍。。。说真的那痛不是普通的痛。。。是来自里面的痛。。。完全就是不能说出来哪里是痛的地方也触摸不到。。。只能咬紧牙根。。。忍过去!!!我假装自己很坚强,却怎么也忍不住悲伤。。。痛在里面的滋味真的不好受。。。身体的痛可以吃止痛药和打止痛针。。。但是心痛呢???
我真感到很心痛。。。我在医院的时候真的很想她来看我。。。我很想她和我爸妈一起照顾我。。。很想她可以握着我的手,然后告诉我要坚强。。。在医院的每晚当护士把病房的灯关上的时候,我都会偷偷的掉泪。。。为什么男人老是不能痛快的哭一场呢???为什么连哭都是要
偷偷的???如果可以痛快的哭一场,我想应该会是很舒服吧。。。这场意外真的让我爸妈流了不少的泪。。。昏迷起身后,护士小姐告诉我说我爸妈他们在我昏迷的时候每一天都会去医院好几趟(因为加护病房不可以让探病人待太久)。。。每当他们看我躺在病床上,那些“不知名”的仪器在我旁边和手上胸口上和颈项上的针和乱七八糟的电线的时候,每看一次就掉泪一次次。。。我当我起身看到那些仪器的时候我还真的觉得挺可怕的还不断的发出声音。。。但是我起来后。。。那些仪器也跟着的一天比一天少了。。。我的话也越来越多了。。。到了我可以换上普通病房的时候,爸妈就直接连忙的帮我升级病房。。。他们知道我不喜欢和太多人住一起,另一方面他们也知道我怕热。。。换上普通病房的时候,第一件事就是妈妈去给我买了一些日常用品。。。在她还没去的时候,还叫了一位护士喂我吃东西(那护士现在还有联络喔!年龄也差不多,最重要的是她很照顾我)在普通病房的第一晚睡得不好。。。冷气好像坏了,有点热。。。基本上没什么睡到。。。万万没想到的是天还没亮的时候,我不知道为什么。。。
脊椎骨突然很痛,双脚突然没知觉了。。。我那时候很痛苦。。。痛的我真的不想活了。。。医生赶紧的帮我检查。。。然后给我打了一针"morphine"(吗啡),可能药力太强了吧。。。我突然心脏病发。。。有被调到加护了。。。爸妈又开始担心了。。。我还以为我真的没命了。。。我也能感受到心脏病发的感觉。。。护士一直叫我不要闭上眼睛。。。叫我不要睡觉。。。很多人在等着我的。。。那护士就好像给我了一股不知名力量。。。她每叫我一次,我都会很努力的把眼睛睁开。。。应该是挣扎后疲倦了吧,我不知不觉睡着了。。。起来后,开眼睛的时候,那护士就在我旁边。。。她问我了一句。。。你还好吧。。。刚才给你吓坏了。。。爸妈来看我了。。。他们也说刚才我把他们给吓坏了。。。接下来的日子就很好过了。。。没什么事发生了。。。虽然这车祸后我有点忘记以前的一些东西但是不怕。。。现在慢慢的在回忆起来。。。有时候我在那里想。。。我这场车祸是福还是祸???大难不死真的会有后福吗???说真的啦。。。车祸已经发生了好几个月了但是我还不能走。。。之前都是用轮椅的。。。但是现在医生也教会我用拐杖了所以没有以前用轮椅那么麻烦了。。。但是有时还会用轮椅的因为用拐杖手臂会很痛。。。因为我用拐杖也是要用两只手来撑起我自己。。。爸爸妈妈老是就不放心我用拐杖。。。他们怕我跌倒。。。我还有帮妈妈做蛋糕和cheese tart。。。我知道妈妈是做给我吃的。。。所以我也有帮她忙做。。。结果爸爸知道了,有说了妈妈几句。。。但是没事。。。我和爸爸说我是太闷了才想帮妈妈一下。。。我最喜欢的是待在厨房帮妈妈。。。
说真的要不是因为受伤,我在会待在家那么久。。。这短短3年来,我看我没有待过在家超过半年。。。好吧,我就利用这段时间好好的陪爸妈。。。但是一想到我回kl的时候,家里就剩下弟弟和他们而已咯。。。真么大间的屋子只剩那么少人。。。感觉更空荡荡。。。没关系。。。
爸妈,我会好好的读我ACCA等我当上了会计师的时候。。。买间大大的屋子,然后接你们两个还有干爸爸和干妈妈。。。让你们能好好的享受晚年。。。如果可以的话,我快快找到我的心上人。。。生一两个孙子给你们照顾。。。因为我知道爸爸很喜欢小孩的。。。说真的啦。。。
我有点希望我的心上人会是她。。。我想除了她我应该也不会那么喜欢别人了吧。。。我想她应该也会对你们很好吧。。。如果结婚后,我要把她的爸妈和我的爸妈还有干爸妈安排到一起住。。。我想据我所知我和她的当会计师的月薪应该可以供一间比较好的屋子吧。。。然后在那
屋子里面有3个一家之主,3个家庭主妇。。。我想他们应该会好好的打理好这家庭吧。。。希望会实现咯。。。不过跟她在一起的几率应该挺小的吧。。。从意外发生后,我好像对每一件事都有了恐惧感。。。就连以前不怕黑但是车祸后我变得怕黑了。。。很多人看了我写的文章后
,都大力支持我追回她。。。就连我亲爱的爸爸和干爸妈都一样。。。你们有想过吗???我有什么资格追回她???我现在可以走吗???我怎么追???我什么时候才可以追回她???等我好???我什么时候才会好???她会等我吗???她应该不会因为时间而变心吧???
就算她变心我又可以怎样???我和她已经分手了而她有权利找她自己的幸福加上我曾经伤害过她叻!!!从我出院到现在。。。我没联络过她。。。最后一次发短信给她的时候是我出院的时候。。。然后再也没有了。。。我真的对爱没信心了。。。尤其是对她的爱。。。我完全是
抬不起头看她了。。。我每一天只能有想而已。。。每天想念她。。。但却很想听到她叫“地儿”的声音。。。我每天想问你,你在做什么呀???你有没有想念我???有没有吃饱???晚上不要出街,好好的在家里陪妈妈。。。那以前熟悉的声音慢慢慢慢的从我脑袋记忆里消失
。。。不知道她现在的心情是怎样???对我的感觉是怎样???生活到累不累???上课没我在你身边你闷不闷???我还记得以前我们一起上最闷的100%theory(T5)课的时候吗???你教我怎样用最简单的方法画出小鸡。。。最后还害你被老师吗???我还记得我和你在一起后
,我们分享我们的喜悦给全班同学还有我们的每一个教授吗???深深的被他们祝福。。。那件事也是我第一次给我女朋友名分。。。你是我唯一一个让我用真心对待的女生。。。我记得你说过你爱一个人的时候,你会很用心的爱。。。当你恨一个人的时候,你也会用心的恨。。。
当我和你在一起的时候,我是真的感觉到你的爱。。。你可以给完你的所有来完整我们之间的爱。。。我还记得你问过我,问我是否认真还是玩玩的。。。你还说如果我认真的话你会对我认真的。。。但是如果玩玩的话,你会对我彻底的玩玩。。。那时候我给你的答案是认真。。。
对不起。。。不没做到我所说的。。。虽然,我和你的分手不是因为我有别的女朋友,而是你不能在忍受我的大男人主义和我冷淡。。。分手后,说真的我没有一天好过的。。。分手后,我还会常常打电话给你听你声音,相你哭诉我的生活。。。你还会安慰我。。。但是时间越隔越
久,我们的话越来越少到最后只剩下两三个字。。。我以前真的有喜欢过你。。。现在也是。。。我不知道那时候的为什么会分手???但是说分手你应该想很久了吧。。。你blog里面有写过。。。不管你在不舍都好。。。你还是要放手。。。我想我带给你很多伤害吧让你喘不过气来。。。其实你给我很多回忆吧。。。还记得考试的时候吗???我们一起读书,一起温习。。。哦!!!我们第一次约会地点。。。呵呵。。。既然是图书馆。。。还记得我们在雨中漫步吗???哈哈。。。书包还被锁在图书馆里呢。。。我应该没跟你说吧,那时候我的家钥匙在书包里面。。。那时候,我只可以硬着头皮打电话给房东,叫她帮我开门还有给我配一把钥匙给我。。。。我最想和喜欢跟你做的事就是一起看电影啦。。。情侣坐。。。看电影的时候你总是会握着我的手到紧张的时候就会越抓越紧。。。到伤心的部分的时候,就会看到哭。。。你
看看你多感性。。。还记得我带你去吃雪糕吗???很贵哦。。。不过Haagen-Darz是雪糕的名牌吗。。。一次半载没关系的啦。。。其实你的一点一滴都是我对你的回忆。。。还记得我以前住的屋子吗???已经不住了。。。那里的回忆也慢慢散失。。。我好了后,会住在宿舍了。
。。我爸说我的脚暂时不能操劳过度。。。真的一场意外把所有的事情都变了。。。不知道你会不会看到我为你写的blog。。。我想如果你看到的时候就是你和blog有缘吧。。。说真的我写这blog也就想和其他人分享你对我的好。。。也顺便教大家不要想我对你一样的对他们男女朋友。。。一旦缘分错过了就不再回来。。。珍惜眼前人。。。希望可以积点阴德。。。
各位参观我的blog的朋友们,记得!!!人生虽然短短几十年而已。。。但是青春时期的烂漫爱情不多哦。。。好好把握你们的青春,珍惜你们身边的人喔。。。不要做后悔的事。。。爱一个人不要想我这样没信心。。。你们要鼓起勇气。。。祝你们好运!!!
Jack©
17 February 2009
15 February 2009
A True Story of My Life....
13 February 2009
To All Singles...Happy Single Valentine!!!
The Last Love Letter
When you came into my life,I told myself that I would love you and never gonna hurt you...
you were my best friend, my love, my everything...
Till one day,you to me come and said,"I'm sick, I'm afraid, I can't stay with you any longer...".
I refuse to believe you at the first, but when I saw those tears fell down your cheeks,it spells out the truth about how you really feel inside.
You were deeply hurt,yeah and of course I know it...because I was hurt too...
You can't even look straight into my eyes when you said,"it was too late!"
My life has changed at that very moment...I just found myself on bended knees and
I'm yelling...why???That time I was completely down...but i have to be strong for you at your worst...
Until the day has come for us to say goodbye...I know it,but I just can't accept it..if I know that was the last time, I should hold you and never let you go.
The kisses,whispers,and embraces..it was the last...I can feel your arms falling down slowly...
I know you are gone...we always thought our love was enough for us to last until forever but unfortunately,it was changed to such a sad ending.I know you are happy now..no matter where you are...but for me,I'm hurting and carrying the broken heart...Although,we were just only be with together at shorten time, but it is still leaving me allot of memories that I am with you...Do you think that I can start all over again with this broken heart and memories???I'm really sorry if you see my life falling apart...I know I can't get you back.
It is more than half a year now...I'm sure that this is the most painful i ever had in my life...
The sadness of the night bring back the days we had,it's brings the time you let go of me and the time i surrendered you...Even silence reminds me of all the sorrow,the pains and hopelessness...Let me suffer it in silence,till i get over you.
Slowly,I learned how to let you go...and I will be myself again.I will be keeping my promise as I will be move on...but you will always be a part in my heart ya...Lastly...I going to say is..."I have found the essence of my life, I have discovered a world that beautiful because of you..."My Love,My Misery...I'm letting go of you now...it's the time to set myself free...this is the hardest thing for me...because I'm still love you...and this love that I had with you...will be till the last breath I take
So this is the last love letter that wrote from me to you.....-JACK-
The SONG below is the song I'm dedicated to you...it is attach with the lyrics...enjoy yourself with the song title...How to do you heal a broken heart?...
Lyrics:
I can't believe what i just heard
could it be true
Are you the girl I thought I knew
the one who promised me her love
Where did it go~~~
Does anybody ever know
How do you heal a broken heart
That feels like it will never beat this much again
oh no
I just can't let go
How do you heal a broken heart
That feels like it will never love this much again
oh no
Tonight I'll hold what could be right
Tomorrow I'll pretend to let you go
***music***
And were you ever what you seemed~~~
Or was I a fool~~~
Who fell in love with his own dream
And now you say you want to leave
Start a new life today
Those words I thought you'd never say
How do you heal a broken heart
That feels like it will never beat this much again
Oh no
I just can't let go
How do you heal a broken heart
That feels like it will never love this much again
Oh no
Tonight I'll hold what could be right
Tomorrow I'll pretend to
Find and put it all behind me
Wake and find that I have finally found
A NEW LIFE IN MY SOUL
And Find that I know how do let
you go
YOU GO~~~
How do you heal a broken heart
That feels like it will never beat this much again
Oh no
I just can't let go
How do you heal a broken heart
That feels like it will never love this much much again
Oh no
Tonight I'll hold what could be right
Tomorrow I'll Pretend to
Wake and put it all behind me
And find that I know how to let you go
-The End-
12 February 2009
心声~~~~~
当我第一次听到这首歌的时候,我对这首歌没什么印象。。。直到昨天,看到这首歌的MV的时侯,突然有一种莫名的感觉而这种感觉让我回想起以前我们的一点一滴。。。从相识直到交往到了最后分开。虽然爱情里没有谁对谁错,分手乃是两人之间的痛苦还有伤心。。。对!很多人都说:“爱一个人不愿天长地久,而只要在乎曾经拥有就好了”。这句话我想了又想,结果我微笑了。。。为什么微笑呢???我觉得那句话根本就是骗人的话。。。不是安慰人的话!!!这世界上会有两个人相爱而不愿天长地久吗???曾经拥有才是令人死去活来的。。。喜欢和爱一样东西;本来是拥有的但是却失去了。。。换成了现在的回忆。。。回忆不是一个好东西。。。即使是高兴的回忆但是它却带给我们伤痛。。。一种隐隐的痛。。。有时候它还真的让我很难呼吸,每一次我想到她,我就会不停的怪自己,我怪我没好好的珍惜她,没好好的对她好,没给她我的最好。。。就连分手的时候,我还跟她斗气。。。斗什么气嘛???就连分手的那一刻我都还是对她不好。。。没有给她最好的结局。。。我现在拥有的伤痛也许是我自己自找的吧。。。分手后才学会珍惜,才懂得爱,才后悔。。。这一切的一切我都认定了。。。认定了旧爱怎样都是最美的!!!人常常说,“一个人,在这一生中只有一次的缘分,一旦错过了这缘分就会没有了”,我敢肯定我没有缘分了因为我错过了她,一个在我心中如此美妙的她。我很希望那些还没遇到他们的缘分的人,你们要好好的把握缘分,不要因为自己的不珍惜,自己的自私而错过了那个难得的缘分。。。天下的男和女们,当你们为你们的伴侣哭的时候是什么意思吗???让我告诉你们吧。。。当你们开始会为你们另外一半掉眼泪的时候,就是你们爱上她或他的时候了。。。因为我是为她而掉下了我男人对女人的第一滴泪。。。也许我和她的缘分根源还不够深吧。。。如果知道会这样的让她痛苦和伤心,我宁愿不和她开始。。。而我就不用造出那个罪孽,也不用过得那么伤心。。。我在这。。。真心的和她说声对不起!对不起我让你受伤了!!!原谅我吧!!!明天就是情人节希望你有个美好的情人节!!!愿你永远幸福!!!
祝:身体健康
青春美丽
以下是萧敬腾的《原谅我》,是我送给你的和但愿你可以原谅我
11 February 2009
今天我又。。。
Poem Dedicated to H
I thought i could let her go
Let her be on her own
But I found out
That i can't do without her touch, her kiss, her love.
She is more precious than a treasure trove
I can't believe that I made the mistake
I thought I could fake
Not loving her, and letting her go.
But now I know
That I've been mistaken
And there is no sense in faking
That my love for her is more than I knew
And I know what I have to do .
Please let me have one more chance
So that we can dance
The one special dance
The one called love.
Jack©
To My Lovely Ex~HONG
说真的。。。如果可以的话。。。听听"韩晶"的{不说分手}。。。这首歌可以代表我对的的心声。。。